Going To A New Year with a little adventure.

I must confess... it's been how long? two years i think since i wrote my so called blog. It's sad really but here goes, this new year came with a big impact of thrills and spills, it's hard to even believe that i'm living it. well.. I've been to national service ( still doing it until 13th of march ),  I get the chance to meet some amazing people and not-so amazing people from all over Malaysia. Also, I've now been called an admirer by a certain someone, a princess. Personally, it hurts but i did not expect much from all of this as i did not expect for even this to happed. I hope the best is yet to come, for i am going to be in a much more greater and better adventure. In contrasts,i really have an awesome time with my beautiful cousins, for as long i have been there i have never ever been hungry in my stay.So, i'm truly grateful for that and today i had the best bath in this year. Tomorrow i'm going to hangout in Kuala Lumpur with some friends and stay in a new home again. So to whoever sees this, have a  happy new year. All the best from Erick.      

Loving, Caring and Fading

All our life we're been caring, loving from one to another weather its a friend, family, or just another person next to you. We occasionally show compassion but we also show the opposite side, its same with animal.....
                 Cats of mother and daughter.

Diva the mother of three young and beautiful cats.

                              Choco the daughter of mother Diva. The passion of love is beautiful it some might can't be seen by sight, but we are able to feel it , its so beautiful it will bring tears. The feeling is unbearable, its indescribable.

The love that towards someone somewhere is always hard to express its hard to see hard to feel hard to hear, but you know its there...its always has been and it always will.

 Choco is always has been a sofa type of cat...

                             While,                                    

Diva is a floor type little mummy,  

The feeling of love its a feeling that once u truly have it, its hard to let it go. And even if you let it go, it will be hard to move on.....  Compare to a knife stab on the back this is more hurtful.    

Family basket

 Choose to pick ,Careful to pick, Be ready for the pain, Be steady for the rain.

 

Lots of laughter

 
today you can say its my ideal day of perfect. Beside been stressed, i had lots of precious moment between me and my peeps. There was a program of anti h1n1 so PIBG contributed the mask for the school and every one had one, most of them draw it and some of it was funny.

So...i stayed for the reason of the english forum..i had a great time..we really work as a team. We all tried to make our work as perfect as possible. We improve each others words by words . We took over the class, we make quite some jokes but most of the time we are serious, and i enjoyed that. Ohh i wish this time would last...with me and 3 of the most active member of lip.

During the forum, Chua was the one with the best finding idea for his part...as usual..and rachel bopulas or miss B is a shy little daddy's little girl with taking picture....but i manage to take it eventually...

 well..i guess today fun is over...but i hope tomorors continue forum is going to be the same and hopefully better...yeah. i guess that the time i have for now....well till next time.  Peace out!

The despair of life

Sorry anna hav to put you in this picture, your face just clam me down.

I expect much things for today, but everything not what i imagine. i just wish a simple and normal day, instead i got hit, i got insult, i got myself into the middle in between choosing and its a sad and tiring day.well i'll just start with this, the despair of life can change our life,for the better or for worse. It might change our decision, our personality.

for days i've been trying to seal the anger, the rage within me but somehow everyone just keep drawn that feeling out of me...each time i hold that feeling in my soul i feel an silent pain in me....

well...lets continue, for months i've been asking myself...whats wrong with you chloe? each time i look at you chloe you are just like the demon that always irratate me. why is that chole....i been a pushover towards you. now i want to warn you...that rage in me..feels the same way towards you. So please dont make me change like i used to....its hard enough just to hold for 2 people..now you want to be the third? its unfair u treating me and the others differentlly. and kelvon you son of a crap....no your worst than crap. your sick and wrong. you should be treat as same as trash..yeah you are trash..you lost my calculator and never pay it back . you should never been born.YEAH u should never ever been born. u discust me in every way, and i already can see the person with you now...i feel so god dam sorry for them end up with you. 
                           I said too much......i'll end here.

The loss of feelings

Life is an art, an art which says it all, an art which defines it all. Let me take you to my perspective of what is life. In life every single thing matters and at the same time it doen't, just as every being are equal humans, animals, trees, grass. some maybe insignificant but at the same time all is important, But in times we tent to forget just as we don't see it, even though the  answer is just there. Life is a question. A question which every philosophers serching for, sometimes the hardest answer has the easiest question. The world is actually nothing yet it is everything. just as everything, human, trees, sadness, rain, friendship, this are the insignificant, but all together they are everything.

 Well...i guess thats all i can say for now, i'm not saying that this is all i can only excess this feelings during a strange feeling, a feeling which is ....nah u will not understand anyway, but i called this feelings the loss of feelings, durng that time, my mind leaves the surounding and..... i'm just saying too much. i'll just say this feeling is a curse and a bless. Well... i guess thats all, i hope its not too bored. and if your into it, please don't think about it too much.

just another fry little day...ITS friday...!!!

well..today...i felt everything just go too fast...in school...notin happend...well thr is we 4amanah...just made teacher ( elsa) mad again....well..i kind  liked her...and i also blame my class...i speak on behalf my class...well today i was suppose to take pctures....then i heard there was a cheking...in class..so..i panic for 5 minutes then i relaxed....hahaha as usual. Anyway..i did took the picture in the end....and in the last period of the class is physics it was supose to be free session...but some *^$%-ing teacher came in to the class....i hate her soo much...god dam her and the top things of my calculator dissapeare.....dam it! and the last person who took it just dont take responsibillity, thats ok but show a little respect and decency to help me find it..that Big fat son of a crap kelvon......dog dam that boy...he is sooo...curupted..not just in the outside but in the inside tooo......but i manage to take a lot of good pictures....so..i guess thats a good thing about today....still....a teacher and kelvon just hav to make my day worst and u know what i think its not his fault...its mine....i was a fool for lending him....well at least he is not a ds, who can blame him he is a son of a crap...yeah you heard right...CRAP!!!..and he has the guts to say thats he is my friend. yeah i might be what u call...LC but i'm not a son of a crap...thats why YOU SUCK! for those dont know who is kelvon in this picture...he is in the most right side...yeah that fat "crap" is the one..yeah.

A simple dream a simple cream

Well.....its just like any other day, i've been tryng to master the art of making moving picture, but  when i was reaching the final phase my pc crach and denie my request....sad isint it? anyway just wanna stick to small moving picture and wallpaper of course....FOR LIP oooh yea....i'm planing to design a card and a t-shirt but the t-shirt so many thing want to prepare well....if u ask me wat must be prepare....the first is the money of course.......money is essential......and i'm going out today and i hope the store can able to suite my taste....hahahahahaha...lame..Well now i just have to wait before december for my VAIO laptop....yea and when i get it i'm going to push its limit....yea....thats what laptop or computer for that fact to work push to its god dam limit...well that bout all....for today at least...peace out.